So, I went to the doctor the other day. Looks like I'll be spending another two weeks in Rockland because things aren't looking too good and I need to wait two weeks to see if things turn around and I have a doctors appointment the week after next. Honestly, doctor crap aside, I'm not all that bummed about having to stay here. It has been such a pleasant break from Oswego and that. Though, Shannon keeps getting in touch with me and I want to see her. She asked me to come over tonight, her and her housemate I suppose were having people over, bummer.
My living arrangements are falling into place for June. I just need to sign a lease, and things are signed, sealed, stamped. I'll be living in Syracuse, commuting in a pair of two to class two or three times a week in Oswego. I'll be working in Syracuse and it will be the best year of my life thus far, I am sure of it. Getting a puppy over the summer is also part of the plan. This was something that was not expected, but it just feels natural. It feels right and I am thrilled about it. I have a good feeling.
The city the other day was so nice as well. After I got out of the doctors around noon, My mom and I took the train from Tarrytown to Grand Central then walked all over and it was so great. We went to FAO Schwarz and it was like being a kid all over again. There were sections of the store devoted to Harry Potter and it was just GREAT. My mom couldn't stop laughing at me because I was all over, freaking out going "MOM LOOK!!!" everytime I saw a new Harry Potter item. They had massive lego figures from Harry Potter. Harry was MY SIZE! God, it was great. So stoked on the next movie coming out soon. We went up to Blades up on 72nd street, walked all the way from Grand Central, and they didn't even have what I wanted. But, it was a great walk. We did central park and everything. It got cold once it hit 7pm, so we hopped a subway to head back down to Time Square. There were mobs of people already for New Years and it was the night before. It was crazy. We ate at this great irish pub I love and I had my first beer with my mom as a citizen of legal drinking age. We got to see the tree all lit up, it was so gorgeous, but there were just SO many people.
When we went to St. Catherine's, she flicked holy water at me and I screamed "WHAT THE HELL!" in the middle of church and a family walking behind us started cracking up. I was so pissed. The whole visit there I was ranting about how CRAZY religion was and that this church was so amazing because of all the ASSHOLES that give the Christian religion money. Morons. Fuck religion. It was funny none-the-less. My mom and I are still laughing about it. When we were more uptown, we came across this bum begging for cigarettes but no one would give him one and just as we passed him he was like "PLEASE, SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME A DAMN CIGARETTE! YOU KNOW... YOU ALL SUCK!!!" So, I convinced my mother to give him one, and he starts screaming "THANK YOU SOOO MUCH" as we walked the next two blocks passed him. Great story. We sat outside central park and talked for a while and people watched. It was so great.
New Years Eve was rough. Jay, Christina, Tyler, Frank, and his girlfriend went to Frank's sisters house (which was unbelievably, 6 floors, 7 bathrooms, a million bedrooms, GORGEOUS) for a little party. Little did we know, it was more of a 'dinner party' for 25 or older type people. A crazy weird black dude was hitting on me as Jay was at my side, that was a riot. I thought maybe I was crazy for getting the vibe that he wanted my box, but after we left Jay said something like "So, how about that black dude that totally wanted you all night" It was great, so classic. Tyler, myself, Christina, and Jay hung out on the 5th floor watching Elf and stuff for a good majority of the night. Frank and his girlfriend came up as well for a bit. Frank's girlfriend and I started trading stories about Frank and Jay, that was just HYSTERICAL and we so embarassed them. I shouted "SO, I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO JAY YEARSSSSSSS AGO, AND THAT VERY FIRST TIME, HE WAS SO NERVOUS HE WORE HIS HAT THE WHOLE TIME" and I felt terrible after I said it because Jay's face just started glowing red and his entire face just dropped! It was funny though. It was a good night though. I spent it with good people. And, for the first time since Jason and I started dating when I was 13, Tyler and I GOT ALONG and I wasn't a complete cunt to him. My grandma was right, I'm becoming a softy in my old age!
I'm sleeping home, and solo, with Ninja tonight, he's so thrilled. Tomorrow I get to buy new bindings, return those boots to Urban Outfitters, bathe my doggies, and then probably chill out all night again. These next two weeks are going to be relaxing. Now that I know I'm staying home for a while longer, I actually unpacked and put my clothing away and did laundry and cleaned my room up. It's strange to think this will more than likely be my last time home. After my move in June, that's pretty much it. The only thing that brings me back to Rockland time after time, will no longer be here. After I'm done with school next year, it's most likely the BIG move to the city and I'll be in whatever apartment I move to for minimum of 4 years for my ma/phd. So intense to think that 2009 will be my LAST full year of my undergraduate degree, last year upstate, last half year of living without a male. Eeep. Fuck.
Oh yeah, tonight, I bought the Bouncing Souls 12 new songs and the 4 bonuses. I downloaded "Gasoline" tonight, and I'll be able to download another new song every 1st of the month and at the end of year, I'll get the 4 bonuses. It was $12, I figured.. why not? I'm sharing them with anyone who wants them... just let me know.
Okay, I want to read more of that book and hit the sack. Every time I got to sleep, I'm so excited to wake up and enjoy the next day. Every day just seems so great lately. This book has been digging up so much that has been way down for a long time. All things that NEED to come up and be talked about before June. Shits got to be laid out on the table.
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