Monday, March 30, 2009

Almost that time of the year...

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So I was sitting in class early this evening and I glanced out the window to see the sun just beginning to set. The warm colors it was projecting all around outside made me feel a sense of utopia. I felt completely at ease. I'm crossing my fingers that the temperatures warm up quickly and summer breaks out soon.


Aside from the snow today, so strange, the weathers been gorgeous. I've been able to wear short sleeves and flip flops. I drove the other afternoon for a while, windows down listening to Minus the Bear, enjoying the breeze flowing in my window and out the others. I felt alive for the first time in a while. I'm done with the cold, with the snow... I want to be outside and bask in the sun.

Luke and I went walking on Saturday afternoon on the east side. We walked for over an hour, and went to flatrock on the East side and sat and talked. I can't wait til the weather is like that everyday, all day. Casey and I ventured to flat rock yesterday to relieve some of her stress and we got caught in a rain storm which was kind of exciting in itself.

I applied at Hollister on Wednesday out of desperation of needing a job. The manager set up an interview as I was filling out the application on the computer. I was interviewed on Friday by the assistant manager, and he tentatively hired me on the spot. This morning I got the call from the store manager confirming me being hired. I start next week. So although Hollister may not be my ideal job, it is a job, and it will be fun, and I will meet some interesting people... and well, again, it's a job. I'm excited. When I think Hollister, I naturally think of the beach and of summer... so I feel that it may be the perfect job for the time of the year we're approaching.

I also secured a house for this summer and next year. Christian and I were looking to find a place together, but the place he found didn't allow pets but I urged him to live there regardless because it was too good of a deal to pass up. As it stands right now, I am living in a two bedroom house, alone, for now. The place has been empty for about a year now because the landlord redid the entire place. There is tile flooring throughout the house except in the bedrooms and living area. I have my own washer/dryer and I have a dishwasher, which I doubt I'll really use. The place is absolutely gorgeous. There's a granite area to eat at in the kitchen overlooking the living room. I am thrilled to be living in this place and if for some reason I decide to go to graduate school in Oswego, I would love to stay in this place for the following two years. My lease begins in May, which is strange for college living, but that means I have an entire month to move out of the house I am in now into the new house because my lease here isn't over until June.

Like I said... I'm feeling very at peace right now. Things are a bit crazy, but I'm feeling calm and ready to handle whatever comes my way. Summer does that to me. I'm very excited.

And for the record, London was just fantastic. I wish I never had to leave and I also wish I wasn't on such a SCHEDULE while there. But, it was great none the less. I was talking with Matt Driscoll yesterday about traveling and my trip to London has really made me want to just pick up and GO for a month or two and see where I end up. I would love to do that.

Friday, March 6, 2009

I leave tomorrow for London. I'm home in Rockland for the night and my mom is bringing me to JFK tomorrow. I'm very, very excited to be out of Oswego, out of New York... out of AMERICA.

I already feel 100 times better. I've been so stressed with school for the last two weeks... this is exactly what I needed. I can only imagine that after my trip to London and spending some time home, I will be FRESH when I return to school.

Bags are packed, ipod is charged, books are picked out to be read on the plane right. I am stoked, to say the very least.

=)

Monday, March 2, 2009

completely drained.

my entire body and mind is completely wiped out.
this paper is honestly kicking my fucking ass.
i just want it to be done and over with already.
but once its done, i need to revise my philosophy paper due thursday.
and tomorrow i have a quiz is my psych stats class, fail.
tonight i had a midterm in my counseling class, aced it.
i feel like my work load lately is never ending.
especially compared to the lack of work i've had so far this semester.
once this week is done, on thursday, i'm off to london for a week.
london is going to be a fucking blast, minus the 9am wake up calls.
and guess what happens after im back from london next sunday?
philosophy midterm on tuesday, philosophy paper due thursday.
social psych midterm on tuesday as well.
again, never fucking ending.
and after london, i'm going to be in deperate need of a job, so ill more than likely get a job.
which means, my free time will automatically be cut in half, then add school work.

wah wah wah, right?

on the bright side, i am really happy.
and the paper im writing is so interesting.
and this past weekend was such a fucking blast.
friday i hung with luke, then went out with everyone that was up for the weekend.
saturday i slept in, got panera, ran errands, got dinner with luke and watched star wars.
and yesterday i spent the day in the library working on my paper.
all in all, it was a solid, successful, happy weekend.
i am just wiped out currently.

tomorrow i have a 10am wake up call, then get ready, then library by 10:30.
im going to work on my paper for two hours, then class 12:40-5:15.
then straight back to the library to work on my paper until the library closes at 11.
hopefully by then, my paper will be completely finished.
wednesday i have lab at 9am, then revising that paper and printing it to be turned in at 4:30.
also, before my 4:30 class, i need to edit my philosophy paper that is due thursday.
then once i am out of my FINAL london class of the semester at 6:00,
i will be spending the evening winding down with the luke monster.
and then thursday i will look over my philosophy paper that is due at 12:40...
then class 12:40-5:15, then home to pack for my london trip and get a good nights rest.
friday morning i am driving home and then London.

im not sure why i wrote this entry like this, or why i wrote it at all.
i should be fucking sleeping already. bedtime was 2am, its now 2:20am.
mikey d asked me to his formal, by the way, tonight. i said yes.
strange that ill be going to a greek life activity, sorta.
its now been since... september of last semester.
but its zbt, so its quite alright. they're like brothers to me, always have been.
minus josh kohn, fuck that moron.

also, i called verizon yesterday afternoon and had brians number blocked, officially.
i feel really good about that. all ties are cut off. i mean, i can still run into him, but i can avoid it.

luke luke luke. i want his company right now.