completely drained.

my entire body and mind is completely wiped out.
this paper is honestly kicking my fucking ass.
i just want it to be done and over with already.
but once its done, i need to revise my philosophy paper due thursday.
and tomorrow i have a quiz is my psych stats class, fail.
tonight i had a midterm in my counseling class, aced it.
i feel like my work load lately is never ending.
especially compared to the lack of work i've had so far this semester.
once this week is done, on thursday, i'm off to london for a week.
london is going to be a fucking blast, minus the 9am wake up calls.
and guess what happens after im back from london next sunday?
philosophy midterm on tuesday, philosophy paper due thursday.
social psych midterm on tuesday as well.
again, never fucking ending.
and after london, i'm going to be in deperate need of a job, so ill more than likely get a job.
which means, my free time will automatically be cut in half, then add school work.

wah wah wah, right?

on the bright side, i am really happy.
and the paper im writing is so interesting.
and this past weekend was such a fucking blast.
friday i hung with luke, then went out with everyone that was up for the weekend.
saturday i slept in, got panera, ran errands, got dinner with luke and watched star wars.
and yesterday i spent the day in the library working on my paper.
all in all, it was a solid, successful, happy weekend.
i am just wiped out currently.

tomorrow i have a 10am wake up call, then get ready, then library by 10:30.
im going to work on my paper for two hours, then class 12:40-5:15.
then straight back to the library to work on my paper until the library closes at 11.
hopefully by then, my paper will be completely finished.
wednesday i have lab at 9am, then revising that paper and printing it to be turned in at 4:30.
also, before my 4:30 class, i need to edit my philosophy paper that is due thursday.
then once i am out of my FINAL london class of the semester at 6:00,
i will be spending the evening winding down with the luke monster.
and then thursday i will look over my philosophy paper that is due at 12:40...
then class 12:40-5:15, then home to pack for my london trip and get a good nights rest.
friday morning i am driving home and then London.

im not sure why i wrote this entry like this, or why i wrote it at all.
i should be fucking sleeping already. bedtime was 2am, its now 2:20am.
mikey d asked me to his formal, by the way, tonight. i said yes.
strange that ill be going to a greek life activity, sorta.
its now been since... september of last semester.
but its zbt, so its quite alright. they're like brothers to me, always have been.
minus josh kohn, fuck that moron.

also, i called verizon yesterday afternoon and had brians number blocked, officially.
i feel really good about that. all ties are cut off. i mean, i can still run into him, but i can avoid it.

luke luke luke. i want his company right now.